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Name: Megan
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Lincoln
Birthday: 6/6/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: spilling collgne.sugar rushs..taco tuesday..chinese eating contests with laa..DAMNIT marcy. bawls.(zzee drink) photos.rainstorms.sleeping.my room.yourroom.kissing.casabonca.benedryal. my sister makes me allergic to all my clothes. dreams that make me wake up smilin.hot cocoa. dum dum suckers.lullabies.pancakes with seth.fairtales.pixies.like tinkerbell.knickerbockers.shes fine.hemp.jimmy hendricks insence purt!.hugs from behind. holey jeans from tackling boys.strawberries.hoodies.piercings.shirts from bro.making new coffee drinks. Big my husband beats me sunglasses.green. sayin A's like im from canada. smiling.hand kisses.laughing.green apple smirnoff.03 bacardi.not e&j.mikes hard.sound affects.kung foo fighting.playing with matches and lighters.old school music.county accents.cowboy hats.smoothies.green shoess.firebirds. painting one nail.POOF hair.balmy nights.basketball shorts.sweat pants.satin comforters.sneezing.stealin boys hats
Expertise: < stockholm syndrome> A form of bonding between a captive and captor in which the captive begins to identify with, and may even sympathise with, the captor.... ahh thats just a silly diease okie now for the real stuffers... Painting pooka dots on ceilings.... killing roger.. as in the rabbit *RIP* making you giggle..telling pointless stories.. meeting boys at saltdogs..yelling out car windows..dancing crazy.fake rapping for my sister..boi's w/ green shoes.xHawTx bowling and making fun of the pros..taking silly pictures..painting laurens house.gettin gummies. and dancing in her kitchen jammin to AVRIL LAVIGNE, GC AND NFG and taking pictorials..glow worms..a good night friend..oh yes and BATMAN..THE HULK. AUQA MAN.PETERPAN.SUPERMAN.PURTNATOR. WONDERWOMAN.JACKABLE.MASONATOR. A TOWN PIMP YO.BUZZLIGHTYEAR BANG BANG ....GUNS GO BANG.. TEXT SEX.PURKIENS at 2.Tornado days. Sledding on grass.waterbed surfing.staring CONTESTS.not burping.punching jessica..it doesnt hurt yet. but im working
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i hope i never figure out

 

who broke

 

your heart

and if i do, i'd spend all night losing sleep

 

i'd spend the

 

night and

 

 

 i'd lose

 

 

my mind.

your eyes are the only stars i want to see
your lips is the only air i want to breath
so please tell me that i'm asking for too much
because there's so much of myself that i've given up
i knew your smile would mean the death of me
but i couldn't care less, no i couldn't care less
so sweet heart kills me c o n s t a n t l y
she He takes my last breath, you took my last breath
and i'll choke on my last words

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever  I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that                               we're gonna get down
 
to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever  I think about you
 
 
Love me faster than the devil
Run me straight into the ground
Drowning deep inside your water
Drowning deep inside your sound
 
I WISH MY DADDY
 
 
 WOULD BUY ME
 
 
AN ASTRO VAN
 
 
TO FLY TO THE
 
 
MOON IN SO
 
 
 I COULD BRING
 
 
 YOU A STAR AND
 
 
SHOW YOU HOW
 
 
UNIVERSE                     STOPPING
 
 
YOU ARE..


Sunday, March 19, 2006

shea:To the world you might

 

be one person but to me

 

you are the world..

 
love is a verb, here in my room..
 
Sucker love, is heaven sent.
 
Puker up your passion's spent
 
.Your heart's a tart. Your body's rent.
 
Your body's broken, mine is bent.
 
 
 
i just want to have it as good as it gets,
 
 
with butterfly stomachs and romance cassettes
 
 
...and he whispered sweet
 
 
thoughts of insanity-
 
 
I hate when perfectly planned speeches go sour.
 
 I’m stuck with words that I don’t like
 
 
 the taste of,On my tongue.In the awkward
 
 
he said she said scenes
 
 
of the famous goodbye movie,
 
 
There has to be
 
 
something better to
 
 
than just “hey.”
 
 
and you don’t wait to hear it.
 
You take me under your arm. “Don’t talk, just listen.”


Sunday, March 12, 2006

its not about keeping your promises.
its about following your heart.

 

I'VE BEEN sleeping with ghosts

i've been
WATCHING STARS
 
 
 
i thought about

fire in the sky
 
You are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

That green eyes
You're the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you,

Must be out of their minds

 

So put the weight on my shoulders


And the pain in my heart


Tie the knots in my stomach


and let it tear me apart.


So I could be everything you need

 

So I crawl back into your opening arms
Yes, I crawl back into your opening arms

 

"Do they collide?" I ask and you smile

 

i'm not going to lie you know the truth.

so believe me.

please believe i've lost myself

inside of you; believe i always do.

baby, baby dont be so shy

rock children hold your head up high.
 
Wish my words came out less frantic,
 
& more romantic.
 
she likes the beach boys more than radio metal

 

Currently Watching
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Widescreen Two-Disc Deluxe Edition) (Harry Potter 4)
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

please me make me not so crazy
make me fall apart
make me think beautiful unexpected thoughts

I should mean more

 

When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?

Who's gonna call on Sunday morning?
Who's gonna drive you home?
I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands

I thought you said forever
Over and over
A sleepless night becomes bitter oblivion
These thoughts run through my head
Over and over
Complaints of violins become my only friends

we're gunna run to the party and dance till the rhythm it gets harder

there's a bible in the drawer to keep you from sinning
there's a lock on the window to keep you from jumping
there's a black cloud in the sky to keep you from winning
there's drinks on the house so here's to new beginnings.

 

I'm just a little bit of a dangerous girl.

If life is a dream i'd prefer to wake the fuck up
You and me should really get more sleep

is it possible that the world can look this way forever?

 

i'm so experienced through my inexperience.


i forgot to experience.

 

you dont do it on purpose but you make me shake

So if you wanna say "I-I-I like you"
I might feel just like you
If you choose-choose not to
I knew you-you would

Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea


We are non-existant
But I'll try to be persistant
I've gotta keep on if I want to be close to you
I know you're uninterested
I'm probably just some stupid kid
I could give up if you would want me to




 


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

i see arizona stars from here;
but peter pan is miles away.
 
 
 
^ just reminded me of my Favorite quote!!!!....
 
 
in the end peter pan pulled off tinkerbells wings so she could never leave..sometimes love is just another way to bleed.
 
 
"and i'll sit and wonder
of every love that could've been
if i'd only thought of something charming to say"
 
..all these lyrics just to be right about my feelings for you..now that only part that matchs my feelings is the date in the end
 
 
the worlds a rollercoaster and i am not strapped in
maybe i should hold with care but my hands are busy in the air
sayin "i wish you were here"
 
 can name all 50 states
48 get in the way from me being next to you
 
the stars look different when your in another state.
 
we only receive what we demand
and if we want hell then hell is what we'll have.
 
 
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i love that we're not fighting anymore i mean its been this way for awhile(ever since he graduated) but i mean we fought and "hated eachother" for two years and i never relieze how much i missed just being friends with him. i know i hurt him but i cant take it back and honestly i wouldnt..BUT hopefully now i can make it up to him...  xSigHx...i lovehandsome bois .. i think it may really be that smile of his..
JUST FRIENDS



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